I’m also beginning a new diet after a few months of no dieting. I’m also trying to live a life without men. Hihihihi I’m depressed and I need to have a goal… and my new goal is to drop 15 pounds in the next three months. Can I really get this thin? Am I crazy? Is it impossible?

I haven’t seen a beach for more than ten months… I miss the sand… miss wearing my bikinis, miss watching sunset while holding a glass of pinacolada, miss the sunshine…

I wish I could travel soon.

I’ll stop buying clothes, bags and shoes. I have more than enough, really! I wish I could find some other ways of rewarding myself other than shopping. Helpppppp!